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Hari ini gue duduk diem di tepi tempat tidur, setelah ngeliatin instastory orang-orang di instagram—ada yang abis sidang sarjana, graduation, kerja, nikah, embracing pregnancy, melahirkan…
Like literally semua circle instagram gue orang-orangnya kegiatannya itu semua, and it makes me realize one thing:
I’ve reached that age.
That age, when all of your friends are getting married—having kids—having a good job in a good company—etc. Gue dalem hati tuh kayak, ‘asli…….. kok gue masih di sini aja ya.’
Untuk masalah relationship, okelah, gue bahagia sama pasangan gue yang sekarang. He treats me well and I adore him so much. I see our future. I see myself having kids and growing old together with him, and we will work on it to make it really happen.
The problem is, as a veri-veri-sensitive human being, ngeliat temen-temen gue banyak yang udah lulus, kerja,nikah, punya anak dll tuh pressurenya beda sendiri. Bikin mupeng iya, ngeri iya.
Point gue tuh gue jadi flashback ke masa-masa gue SMA dulu itu lho. Masih bocah, ga mikirin apa-apa, masalah paling gede cuma pas gue ga ngerjain PR matematikanya Pak Rastam atau terlambat masuk sekolah terus disuruh lari keliling lapangan sama Bu Dewi.
Sekarang gue udah 23 tahun (y tahun ini 24) dan gue bener-bener baru sadar kalo gue bukan bocah lagi. Gue udah harus mikirin gimana caranya ngebangun kehidupan gue sendiri nantinya saat gue emang harus bener-bener lepas dari orang tua. Ga mungkin mau ngelendotin emak bapak melulu ampe tua kan?

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