There is a lot of things happened to me until this day. Somedays it gets so heavy, and it feels like you get sucked into black hole. Phew~ Sometimes there is a sound in my mind, asking "why it seems everyone are in their state of happiness while I'm not?!?!" (Ok this sound exaggerate but trust I thought about it FREQUENTLY) But I decided to be happy. You know, when you decided to be happy, your body will follow your mind. It has some energy that I don't even know where that come from, but really, I feel it that way. I'm happy that everyone are getting jobs, or in love, or getting married, or pregnant, or having babies, or etc. I hope it will make me healthier, give me positive vibes and I will shineee through the end of the timeeee. It's life, and you can't call it life if you don't have such problems. You need to face it and be the most of yourself again. Hope this will last!~